EmaPrebanic

This is a suicide note, And as I sit here, choking down my last breath, I understand it now. Things are never how we want them to be. 4 hours ago, I took some pills...I thought it would be better this way. No more work, no more relationships, no more money, just...nothing to worry about. I was wrong... I want all those things. I want to worry about them. Now that it's too late, it's starting to become clear that that's what makes our lives worth living. The constant struggle. The fight against complacency. We don't live to avoid death, we live to enjoy every moment before it comes for us. I wish I knew that earlier, when I thought that it

Silence is the slowest form of suicide Silence is what keeps us apart Silence is the scream that everyone shouts Silence is the lost dream we all have Silence is the blood we all have spilled Silence is what keeps us together Silence is god in the air Silence is the death you can bear Silence is the reason you care Silence is what creeps upon you at night Silence is the chills in your spine Silence is the reason And the only reason Why you haven't said these words yourself

You and your boyfriend Harry are sitting down in your house on the couch watching TV. He puts his arm around you and pulls you closer. Then you give him a little kiss on his neck. You notices he squirms a bit. " What's wrong babe?" you ask him. "oh, uhm.... nothing." harry replies. "Are you sure?" "Yeah." you smile then turn your attention back to the movie. Then you place your hand on harry's leg, and he fidgets again. "Harry babe, somethings up just tell me." You say standing up. " It's just.......... I'm Ticklish okay!" He lets out nervously. You give him a evil grin. "Why are you looking like that?" Harry asks nervously. " Oh it's just

Like a current in the ocean you carried me away. Except that you stood standing on the beach, While I was being pulled under by the waves. You said you would never leave me Like a shark, You swam strong and straight. But I was a crab. useless and could only walk from side to side. You said you would support me Like a child, You laughed and were happy. I was the tired parent. I got angry but still loved you. You said you would be there Like a sunny day, You pleased everyone. I was the ice cream that melted and disappointed many. I wanted to be useful Where did you go? What happened to us? Why are we so                            Dist

When life makes you feel really down, And there's no one to tell you it's alright, You can't help feeling you're about to drown, Or being enveloped by endless night. I'll be there to help you out, Or just to make you smile, I'll show you what friendship is all about, And help you run the extra mile. I know how much pain has come to you, And I know that it's hard to move on, But I know that you'll make it through, And then that pain will soon be gone. For a friend I'll always be there, And I'll always do my very best, I'll be the one who'll always care, Even if they're extremely depressed. Your friendship means the world to me,

We used to be strangers, Then we became friends. Now we are Besties, Now we know, our friendship would never end. We took the time to know each other, More than we ever thought we could. We learned to understand our thoughts, Learned to hold on for all the bad and good. We did get mad at times. And at times, we did fight. But those moments ended soon enough, Making the good memories shine bright. Even when we said something else, We learned to know what we mean. The knowledge that we have each other, Gave us the strength to fight the unseen. We learned to share our secrets, Together, learned to laugh n cry. Talking our heart

Friend You're the greatest Friend I'll ever know, I care for you more than I'll ever show. I'm here for you, As you're there for me, I feel we are family, You are a sister to me, And as sisters can grow apart, You'll always have a special place in my heart. We laugh, we cry, With you, My fears are set aside, Knowing there's nothing I can't face As long as you are near. I know that someday, Our paths will fade away, We will have to say goodbye, Nothing lasts forever, Just know this, No matter what the end, I feel privileged to call you Friend.